Shihiro and her inner self...

WAHA.

2009-03-14T23:11:00.000-07:00

I ought to get shot, mangled, throttled, slashed, beaten, whipped, thrown into the blazing fire, taken out of the blazing fire, thrown into the river, and then be torn to pieces for not posting for so many months.

RIGHT? I just KNOW YOU ALL SOOOOO WELL. You would JUST LOVE TO DO THAT TO ME, RIGHT? ^^

HAHA. FAT HOPE. :X You ain't gonna do ANYTHING to me. Why? Cause I rock, goddamit. XD Okay. Enough with my nonsensical ramblings. I'm just being an idiot as usual. You know, how I am like. *Someone reading this blog post nods vigorously till he/she sprains her/his neck.* ORESAMA WA. BAKA JANAI YO. ORESAMA WA KAKOI DESU. HONTOUNI KAKOI DESU.

OKAY. I'M SORRY. I'm being such an ass, influenced by Blacku star, even though I'm supposed to be Kid-kun for Soul Eater. But HEY,they sorta hang out together, can't help it. OH MY BURNING COOKIES, I FORGOT TO FOLD MY TOILET PAPER INTO A TRIANGLE. *goes to corner and starts muttering endlessly*

*Snaps out of Kid-kun mode* Anyway, I came here, because of one obvious reason, I haven't been blogging for, beyond ages. So, here I am again. Nothing much has been happening, so I have NO PICTURES to flaunt. Yes I know, I'm such a loser for wasting my life away in a humble little apartment. But I haven't been studying for MONTHS since O levels, I'll surely run out of things to do by now. I'm gonna go for a haircut soon, cause I hate the way my hair is now, it's too normal. I hate normal. I wanna be a freak of society, so I must look like one. *whistles ignorantly*

I intend to scare every single soul in polytechnic, so in order to do so, my APPEARANCE must play a part! *laughs demonically* Okay, fine, I probably won't scare a soul, but their expressions when they look at me will be highly amusing. XD

By the way, if you're curious, I'm in Interactive Media Informatics. Temasek Polytechnic. You can find me at the I.T block walking around with a blonde guy.

We'll be easy to spot. I swear. Especially because of the blonde guy. He's not a westerner by the way. Just telling you. Anyway, if you see this girl with a rather huge badge saying JOONGIE'S, that's me, I won't mind if you say 'hi'. I ain't that unfriendly. But I will stare for a moment, that's natural reaction, if you don't, you are one really friendly person. But I will say 'hi' back. :D

I look forward to poly, cause I'm just dead bored now. So I desperately, desperately need something to do. During my days, I made two videos, I'm thinking of a third one, but I needa figure out stuff. Continued learning Japanese (It's killing me by the way.). Continued loving Jaejoong (That is a complete yes, without any doubt. I can never stop loving this dork. He's adorably hot. PERFECTION. (TO ME.)). Became a korean drama addict. Lost touch with Singaporean radio stations (Cause I'm always on the computer, listening to my own Korean songs.).

Am waiting anxiously for Heaven's Postman to launch in May, date unconfirmed. Created a new hotmail account (For those who haven't added me, it's heavenspostman@hotmail.com) I'm sure you all know the reason for the e-mail address to be this way.

Yes, I'm going crazy waiting for the show.

Which is why I'm watching Korean Dramas, to substitute my wait for the ULTIMATE one in May, and for entertainment. Learning a few words here and there, cried bucket loads for a significant drama, it was utterly tragic and unfair for the main guy. But the ending eased my anger abit, cause it was an ending like Romeo and Juliet. So it was rather touching. I'm not giving spoilers, because it really isn't that bad a show. So I don't like giving spoilers for good shows. It's called, "I'm sorry, I Love you." In korean, I think it's pronounced as, "Mi-ya-ha-da, Sa-rang-han-da." Yeah, I'm just giving the way to pronounce it, it's not spelt like that. =.= It's a direct way to pronounce it.

Yup, that's the two main characters. If you are as bored as me, you can give this drama a shot. But be ready for tissues, especially if you're the emotional type. Right now, I'm watching 'Snow Queen' I haven't cried up till now, which is episode 11. I guess maybe it in the later parts that the 'drama' starts. It's not that bad though.

I'm also watching Boys Over Flowers, I don't think there's a need for a picture for that, considering it's booming popularity. XD Lee Min Ho is hot with straight hair, much hotter than curly hair, in my opinion.

Yes, so that's basically what I've been doing these days, watching korean dramas. I'm thinking of what else to what after Snow Queen. XD I'll tell you next time I post. (Which is another few months.)

I shall end with pics of My Figure of Perfection. :D Since, well, I feel like it. His perfection should be flaunted to the WORLD.

Candid pic. Doesn't he look ADORABLE? XD

XD

There. End of post.

I LIIIIVVVVVEEEEEE.

2008-12-15T23:32:00.001-08:00

Ok, HELLO ALL. <3

I know I haven't been here for long. I'm just trying to sound affectionate so as to let you all forgive me for my long disappearance *Hears someone saying FAT HOPE in the background*

*Sighs* I know. I always do this. But hey, at least I bother. I've change my blogskin (This actually happened WEEKS ago, but oh well. Those who just came to check it out, yup. I changed it.) Once again, it's back to DBSK. The playlist is infested with their songs as well. XD

Now... Let's see.. What happened during my WONDERFUL, FANTABULOUS, FREEDOM-RIFICAL HOLIDAYS. Hmm...

1. I went off to Kovan to learn some NIHON-GO. (Japanese)

2. I bought DBSK STUFF from KL.

3. PROM NIGHT.

4. I became a V.I.P member at a J-ROCK shop in KL. (The shop's called I-SOCKS, don't ask me why. The card's really cool by the way.)

5. Angie's Party.

6. I went to AFA 2008.

7. I started a Story Blog. (Titled 'Hwa Shin')

8. I went for EOY CONVENTION. (Hosted by STAC)

9. I BOUGHT MY PSP. <3

Yup, that's the summary. So now, the DETAILS.

1. NIHON-GO (Japanese)

Okay, I don't have much to say about this. Except, I've been attending a Japanese class since... November... Something... And it ends on December 19th. (I'm a pro man, remember the end date don't remember the start date. It's as if I'm so eager for it to end. :X)

The time is 10-12.30 a.m. I HATE the timing. It means I have to wake up early for five days a week. (The working days. If it contained weekends, I'll freaking punch the manager to the moon.) Yes, I dread that. I have to wake up at 8 in the morning. I know some would say that that's the time the normally wake up everyday, but hey, I normally wake up at 10.30 or even later, so it's early for ME. Yes. I'm a pig, so bite me. Continuing, currently, we've reached our TENTH lesson, which is the end. But we still have a test (I'm doomed. I swear. Unless they give an open book, I'm DOOMED.). And then, it's over. No more waking up at 8 (YAHOOOO.) For now, I'm quite okay with it. Coping well, able to read. (AT THE SPEED OF LAGGY LIGHT MAN.<<< Li Min inspired.)

Actually, from my personal point of view, I'll happily, non-hesitantly, immediately choose Japanese lessons over school. Cause I have interest in it, and reading Jap is fun. Even if I read at the speed of laggy light. It's still LIGHT. XD
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2. DBSK stuff from KL.

I SHALL PROUDLY TELL THE WHOLE WORLD I NOW OWN TWO VERSIONS OF DBSK'S 'MIROTIC' ALBUM. AND A SHIRT WHICH JAEJOONG DREW ON. AND A EAR CLIP.

I spent.. NINETY-THREE DOLLARS IN ALL. AND I DON'T REGRET IT. AT ALL.

Jaejoong looks so HOT in all the pictures. <3 Ah~ He simply is an Angel from Heaven. [I repeat that about a million times during a duration on one DBSK video on Youtube, just for the record and you all to know. XD]

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3. PROM NIGHT <3

PROM NIGHT ROCKED. Yes. It was amusing. Oh oh, the bimbos stared at us. But it's not like I give a damn. Cause I knew I looked ten million times better. :D

I wore goth/punk style there. To prom night. AH HUH. BEAT THAT. SAC-IANS. I'm sure everybody could spot me, I stood out like some bright hot pink giraffe.

DON'T WE LOOK JAW-DROPPINGLY FANTABULOUS?

The VISUAL KEI PEOPLE~!

I swear, we definitely stood out. XD Oh well, no matter what we do, we stand out. BUT THAT'S WHY I LOVE OUR GROUP ANYWAY. I seriously think we look like a band. Probably because all of us had masks on. (The theme was 'Masquerade' by the way.)

Our principal must have been very shocked by me. She just kept staring. But thankfully, in not a disapproving manner. Bet she never expected anyone to dress like that for a PROM NIGHT.

Oh well, at the very least, I'm remembered for having the guts to stand out like a hot pink giraffe. o.O Okay, now that just sounds funny.
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4. I became a V.I.P member at a J-ROCK shop in KL.

Yup. You should have seen the shop. It was beautiful. Just beautiful. The clothes. THEY WERE TO DIE FOR. There were RACKS and RACKS of J-rock clothing that INFESTED the WHOLE shop. I thought I had died and flew to heaven. XD I love that shop, that will be my main shopping area each time I go back to KL. I HAVE LOTS OF THINGS I INTEND TO BUY. XD

Camwhoring in the car.

Unfortunately, I couldn't take any pictures of the shop. The deco was AWESOME. I did take a CERTAIN SOMETHING from the shopping mall though.

What? I thought it looked adorable.
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5. Angie's Party

It was my first time meeting Freddy on that day, we had to get a birthday present for Angie. XD And I asked if he wanted to come to Angie's Party and HE AGREED. XD It was great meeting him. THE OUTING WAS GREAT TOO.

Well, we were kinda late. There are hardly days where I'm early or punctual. I gotta get out of that habit. First, we went to pizza hut. Made a hell lotta noise. And Freddy pretended to drop his spoon cause it was just filthy. "Oh my, I just dropped my spoon!" Imagine that in a super fake way. He was ignored once. And he did it again. Oh god, priceless.

Yup, I guess he was pretty happy with his new spoon! :D

And then, we went Far East, Blood Romance.

Lol, honestly, after seeing the J-rock shop in KL, BLOOD ROMANCE IS NOTHING ANYMORE. :X

We took pictures. XD

And more pictures. (I thought I looked weird but oh well.)

And more pictures. (This is hailed the "Bimbo Picture".)

And a camwhore picture.

XD And then, we went to Angie's house and watched "Paprika". Freddy was freaked out by the dolls. HAHA. :X
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6. I went to AFA 2008.

No pictures. So sorry. I simply, simply, was too shocked by the certain Zero walking around that I had completely forgotten to take anything else. Oh god, now let's not allow that memory to surface in my mind once more, shall we? *shudders*

I did dress up thought. The first day was guy, the second day, girl. However, I didn't take pics. Didn't bother. I have pictures of er... pictures. And a few good cosplayers. Other than that. Nadah. But I didn't upload. I always forget to upload the AFA pictures. Shows how immensely insignificant that was. Freddy, me, and Angie were bored out of our skulls. How fun, eh?
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7. I started a Story Blog. (Titled 'Hwa Shin')

YUP, brave me decided to start a story blog! (As if I need any guts to do that. :X) Oh well, I just suddenly had inspiration after watching IL Ji Mae (WATCH IT. I DEMAND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU PEOPLE READING THIS BLOG TO FREAKING. WATCH. IL JI MAE. IT IS VERY WORTHY OF WATCHING.)

Yeah. That's it for the details of this. The link is >>> www.hwa-shin.blogspot.com
There's a playlist specially designed for the story. There is also a reminder to scroll to the bottom and wait for it to load before reading every chapter. So please, FOLLOW THEM. Thank you. :D
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8. I went for EOY CONVENTION. (Hosted by STAC)

This is awesome too. We saw a very gorgeous Zack cosplayer and took pictures. (Like duh. It's a GORGEOUS ZACK COSPLAYER.) And took a million pictures of outselves as well. JOEY. WAS PRICELESS. SIMPLY ADORABLE. I'll never look at the psycho killer in SCREAM the same way EVER AGAIN.

I'll just post a few. I'll give you guys the link for the rest of the pictures at the very end of this post. XD So patience.

JAMIN. Our very own, living, breathing, life-sized, DOLLFIE! <3

JAMIN, ME AND JOEY. (It's a great picture. But the SCREAM figure just takes it to a WHOLE NEW LEVEL.) Taken through a glass window. Which explains the reflection. But I thought it came out nicely. XD

GROUP PICTURE.

ANGIE. I thought she looked GORGEOUS in this picture. XD

*GASP* BEHIND YOU! :X

Joey and Jamin. XD

Cosplayers. [I dunno which anime though.]

DOESN'T HE LOOK ADORABLE? XD

Cel and 'his' wife. (She was supposed to be an emperor.)

JOEY! XD Doesn't she just look SO SPASTIC?!

JAMIN and ME

Candid shot. The rest thought it looked sweet though. o.o

THE ZACK COSPLAYER. (He was the BEST-LOOKING cosplayer there.)

YAOI. <3 Naruto and Gaara.

I thought this picture looked so CUTE. XD Naruto and Kakashi. YAOI.

Lol, this was when we decided to leave the convention and go downstairs to this REALLY BIG empty space to take pictures. XD

XD

Limin and Juanita!

Yeah. The rest of the pictures are in my photobucket. XD
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9. I BOUGHT MY PSP. <3

YES. I BOUGHT IT. I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY BOUGHT MY BELOVED. (The FIRST is STILL JAEJOONG NO MATTER WHAT.AND HE IS PRICELESS.)

It's beautiful~ Even though it isn't in the colour I want. It's still beautiful~ It's dark blue XD And modified with 8GB memory space. It currently has... Tales Of Eternia, Crisis Core, DJ Max 2, BLEACH 4, Silent Hill, Sims 2 Castaway, Disgaia, Tekken 5 Dark Resurrection. Yeah, around there. I'm obsessed with it. Especially DJ MAX.
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Yup, that's basically what happened in my holidays! Now, the link for my photobucket, http://s148.photobucket.com/albums/s1/Helinne/?start=180

You can find all the pictures there.THE ORIGINAL SIZE. EXCEPT, AFA. :X Lol, have fun viewing! I'll say bye now because I know this is a BLOODY LONG post. XD

BACK.

2008-09-02T23:36:00.001-07:00

HELLO! I come with exciting news (and a whole bunch of pictures.) Well, the pictures are long overdue (I haven't even uploaded those of Jua's birthday party yet! And that was erm... A million years ago?). Typical of me. I know. Exams continuing in... 4 days. Darn Prelims. I hate you, you know that? All you goddamn exams make my life miserable. Well, looking at the BRIGHT side, (I hardly do that by the way. As in if you see it the literal way. Oh, it rhymes.)I changed the song again. (It's Lifehouse-You and Me) You can go find it if you want. XD Today, it's PICTURES day. Pictures from Jua's birthday party, to our recent (Joey and Gelly) birthday party! One was at Ben and Jerry's pub. The other was at Ms. Clarity Cafe. Respectively. Had a big surprise with the Ms. Clarity Cafe one (I mean what are a bunch of manly guys (minus one) doing in a pink, overly girly cafe? I wonder who recommended that place... Who knows, it may be the 'minus one' person. Haha, the people who were at the party probably know what I mean. :D)

Here's the overall summary of the 'Ms. Clarity Cafe' party, BOOMING laughing, LOADS of camwhoring, three scoops of ice-cream (Vanilla, Chocolate, Strawberry) for a 'Birthday cake', one red candle, one blue candle and last but not least, Jua the make-up person. Oh, I missed out the loads of running round the table too, and the guitar.

JUA's birthday party comprises of well, basically the same thing (minus the three scoops ice-cream cake and candles, and the guitar, Of course she wasn't the make-up person (It's her birthday for god's sake.)

I'm currently waiting for the darn thing to upload. That's fifty pictures, ladies and gentlemen. I have a long way to go. DAMN. Oh if you want to see the original version of the pictures, just click on any one of the pictures and everything is there, big and clear (Excuse me for my shaky hands at some XD). For what's here, well, it's the small version. Thanks to the very limited space. =.=

Damn. It's taking so long. When the pictures are done, I'll post again. OR, you can go to the link >>>

http://s148.photobucket.com/albums/s1/Helinne/

Everything should be there... If anything's missing, you'll be able to see it tomorrow. :D Have fun.

JAEJOONG says bye too. XD

Hello!

2008-05-10T23:05:00.000-07:00

Hello all. I'm finally back! (With a new blogskin and song to boot!) Haha. I love my current blogskin... AND THE SONG! I'm IN LOVE with the song. Miyavi's a music genius. Well, maybe some of you think it's too 'noisy' (Quoted from my mother) for your liking but... Oh well. I personally like it.

MID-YEAR EXAMS ARE OOOVVVVEEEERRRRR. (*Does a moronic-looking happy dance*) But I dread the coming of the RESULTS. (*Stares with mouth agape at all the red marks*) NOOOOOOO. OK, I must not be so pessimistic. However, I just know that's gonna happened. That's so goddamn DEPRESSING you know that?! BUT, before that horrible incident happens, I will PARTAY to my hearts content. Well, my post-exam activities have been rather exciting.

I went to ALEXSONDRA'S sweet sixteen on Friday. Which was after the LAST PAPER (Drama). Me and Sam camwhored alittle. There were loads of dancing. And sweating. GOD I swear the amount of sweat was enough to fill a BUCKET. I'll show you some pictures later on :D

OH YES. When you go to Coasta Sands Resort. And you see a vending machine, if you feel like buying a drink, buy it and GET THE (&*^)*&^)(*&^( HELL OUT OF THERE! It's personal experience. There are a bunch of hungry mosquitoes there out for blood. I stood there for less than 5 minutes and I was scratching myself as if I had sudden spasms. =.= I was like, "OH MY GOD! SO ITCHY!! *Scratches frantically*" and Jua who was standing beside me just stared as if I went mental on her.

We wanted to go see the sunset cause' we had loads of time to spare. And the beach, I pity the poor beach, you should have seen the amount of LITTER on it. So much for 'Save The Earth'. We were like O.O. I can almost imagine what would have happened if we went around running barefoot, we would have died of blood loss before we even SEE the sunset.

Well, today, I'm gonna meet Angie in the midst of tuition!! I can't WAIT. It's been so long since I've seen her. :D I'll be going tuition with Fiona and the usual people. I love going to that tuition centre, it's the most interesting tuition centre I have ever been to. Well, I better stop talking and start showing you the pics. :D

PICTURES:

Me And Sam

Me And Cel

CAMWHORE PICTURES AT HOME:

THAT'S ALL. [Actually there are others but... I'm lazy to resize. :X]

CHINESE NEW YEAR.

2008-02-07T01:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. Gong xi fa cai. Hong bao na lai. :D Anyway, I'm here to blog once again (And it's LESS than two month at it. Cool eh?) Well, one reason I've decided to blog is because I'm in KL, Malaysia and I'm bored to tears at my uncle's mother's house (AND NO. For so many people who wondered, I'm NOT Malaysian D:. I'm so not used to not saying any inauspicious words cause I'm so use to saying them like He- add two more Ls there. I just said it like twice in one day already (one in the morning, another in the afternoon. Oh MY, I'll probably say one at night too. Noticed the pattern. One time in the morning, One time in the afternoon... Get my point right?)

Continuing my rantings, I wanna share with you some... signficant happenings. Like... MY DRAMA Os Exam is OVER. Besides that, I wanna talk about... Our school's chinese new year celebration. OH MY JOONGIE,(No cursing/swearing so I'm replacing. XD)You have no freaking idea, how BORING that was. I mean, I don't mean to be rude or mean to our darling little school (Darling? Is that the right word for our school?) First we started with lessons (which I don't even call them lessons.) The lessons were scheduled according to our timetable after 10.15 a.m. So, the first thing we had, was chinese. And guess what we did for chinese today~? ^^ Nothing. D: I mean we did something, but it was meaningless, therefore, I might as well just list it as nothing. But we got ang paos from the teacher for doing our work, which was something about new year and we had to answer questions on a piece of worksheet. Guess what was inside, (Not money. Duh. Since when were our teachers so nice? I mean they are, but not to the extent that they give us ka-ching.)

Well, I got four rabbit sweets (You know those white sweets where the 'plastic' wrapping the sweet actually melt in your mouth? Man, I find that so cool. Yup, four of them, which aren't that bad as well :D. Since when were sweets bad anyway? (Only they give you diabetes and tooth decay...) And then it was recess. However, the canteen was pathetic. And, we can't even go out and eat. =.= The security guard was like "Eh, girls where you going?" "Er... We going out buy food. Our bags are in school, so we'll be coming back." "Cannnoooot. Cannoooott. You are not supposed to do that. Go back. Go back." Oh JOONGIE (No, cursing/swearing, glad I remembered). What do they expect us to eat? Grass?

Well, we had no choice, we decided to wait, for that concert that was happening at 9.15... (During 'recess' it was from 8.45 to well.. 9.15) So, we sat at the canteen and I ate yoghurt as a last resort. Finally, we could go up. We read the program thing while going up the hall and it didn't seem very interesting.. Hah... Oh well. There was even chinese caligraphy (I explain more about those slowpokes later.)First up, chinese orchestra... I laughed SO HARD at the conductor (I know its mean, but you should have seen him. Priceless. *Stiffles laughter*) Then, concert band, Mr. Dee(SP?) kept looking at us when we didn't clap (cause we were supposed to.) And the... The... I forgot. There was this ballet dance as well ( Don't ask me what does CNY have to do with Ballet.) That girl looked as if she was trying to fly. Seriously. She was there doing some weird thing with her hands (I can fly... I can fly... I believe I can FLLLYYY.) .

Afterward, CHINESE CALIGRAPHY. That was the STRONGEST IMPRESSION in my memory. Not because it was impressive (Joongie no.). It was because those twins took so long to write two words my forehead nearly kissed the dirty wooden hall ground. One of them was there, poking her brush into the black ink countless times while the other one... I didn't really notice. Really, I think that girl poking her brush into the ink was more like trying to dye the stupid brush black then use the ink to write. The nicest thing that happened during the concert was the catwalk. The teacher were so hilarious (Ms. Martens. AHAHAHAHAHAHA.).

After catwalk, HOME. LOVELY LOVELY HOMEY. <3 Actually it was STARBUCKS. Then HOME. JAVA CHIP (Jamin's) AND CHOCOLATE CREAM CHIP (Mine). I missed the taste, the smell, the cup, even the atmosphere! Had quiSHEY for lunch and stole abit of ugly chicken pie (It's PRETTY.) Jamin ate abit of my quiSHEY too. :D Then, we walked to Macs, where there was this horrid smell. It was just so... Hard top breathe and my nose hurt. In order to get proper air that will not kill us (My poor uncle had to withstand it, cause' he had to queue for food) we went to Body Shop. The smell there is always so fragrant. Even though its one whole big mix of scents, it's nice.

Afterward (I better shorten this. I can feel the it's the readers turn for their heads to kiss the tables) I packed for KL. Drove for SIX hours (MY ARSE. IT ACHESSSS.) and then VIOLA! HERE WE ARE. Haha, that's it for today. :D I shall try and blog tomorrow. Oh yes, vegetarian sharkfin is SO MUCH NICER than the REAL one. Ironic I know. XD.

Hello.

2007-12-16T02:28:00.000-08:00

Greetings! Yes yes, I'm back to blog again! I know, i know you all must be like 'this nut case doesn't blog for like months and then she suddenly just blogs like twice in a month?' HEY. HOW DARE YOU CALL ME A NUT CASE. Anyway, i decided to blog because I don't feel like playing high street 5. It's a great game by the way, you should check it out (I'm contradicting myself.) The link is >>> www.highstreet5.com.sg IF you wanna check it out that is. I was hooked on it for a while.

I'm sure I'll get hooked again. But, you know playing the game one whole day can get you kinda... bored. Okay, enough about promoting that game. After all you all can surf the whole web page (every single page. letters. mis-spellings. grammer wrongs. WHATEVER.) I'm currently blogging/finding a new hairstyle(I CANT FIND
ANYTHING I TELL YOU. *grabs hair and runs around on a mad rampage* )/Staring at Jaejoong pictures.

Fio fio went to Taiwan. T.T It's odd not seeing her Mihaeru-sama thing on my friends list... Oh well... she'll be back on the... 27th? Not sure. Oh ya. and i didn't get to go convention. YA. You know i was like sitting in the tuition center and my mind was like thinking, 'Ah... They're having so much fun at the tuition whereas dear sad me is sitting in this small tuition center listening to that guy in front drone on and on and on...' I was so bored, so sad, so pissed and well, I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO GO

When Angie came back from cosplay. She showed me some pictures! God, they all looked so COOL. Oh yeah, Joey if you bother to read my blog (because it always in-active you probably dont read anymore. Don't worry I'm fine with it.) JOEY, YOU WERE GREAT. REALLY REALLY GREAT.

OH AND ANGIE. YOU LOOKED REALLY REALLY GREAT TOO! STOP SAYING YOU LOOK LIKE SHIT. OR I'LL ER... ER... SPANK YOU. O.O Right. When i saw the pictures, i got even sadder that i didn't get to go. T.T BOOHOO. WHY? WHY MUST MY MOTHER DO THIS? Angie: Nvm, there always next year!! *hugs*

OKAY GUYS. Next year, I'm DEFINITELY going when 'O' levels is over (oh god. O lvls!! the HORROR. I'm not saying this sarcastically. I really mean it. I'm TERRIFIED. ) Yes, I'm definitely going. Not sure going as who. But, I'm GOING. AND NO ONE IS GOING STOP ME. (Hint Mother Hint hint.)

JOONGIE. YOU'LL SUPPORT ME YES? Joongie: *somewhere in thailand or malaysia (cause they were gonna do an interview there)* Yes, Joongie. You're busy too. I won't bother you. Last few words.

COSPLAY PEOPLE: ANGIE AND JOEY. You guys were great ^^ (Angie you ROCKED at dressing Sohee and Flo up :D) I'm so sorry I couldn't make it... I'm so sorry. Really sorry. Very sorry. JUST SORRY. T.T

So RIGHT. XD JAEJOONGIE <3

Hello Everyone.

2007-12-11T21:53:00.001-08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen, welcome to A JAEJOONG FANGIRL'S BLOG *cheers and claps in the background made by only one person... myself.* *looks around and quickly regains composure (if any)* Ok, don't worry, just because I'm a fangirl, does not mean I use a whole blog post talking about my beloved. No. I don't. Trust me. *attempts to give assuring look* ANYWAY, I'm finally here. Ready to post another post after -insert number here- months. OKAY, Convention is on saturday! One problem though, (I always have problems with going to Cosplay Conventions. Goddammit.)it's on a saturday. Wait i'm not done. It's on a saturday AND dear me has tuition. (Yes. Now you can go OOOOHHH, if you want to that is.)

I can't cancel the tuition, because it's group tuition, so if i cancel the tuition that means there won't be make up for me because it's not private tuition one-to-one but group tuition and in group tuition there are no make up lessons. Yes, try to understand what I just said. So all in all, either I sneak out of tuition or go on my knees and beg mummy dearest to let me go. I think I'll choose the second. Except I wont go on my knees. That'll be stupid. Therefore, if i succeed I can stay at the convention for as long as I want as long as it's not till 12 midnight. (YAY)

BUT, the thing is that, what if i don't succeed and i don't get to go for the convention? Yes, thats what I'm worried about. I mean please I have never ONCE been to the end-of-year convention. That's very sad in my opinion, mainly because i want to go. So now, I have no idea WHAT to do. But, if i go, I'll definitely post pictures! XD

DEAREST. I'M SO SO SO SO (X10000000000000000000) SORRY. I COULDN'T MAKE IT FOR THE CONCERT IN MALAYSIA. I'M DEVASTATED. I REALLY AM. (shows Joongie the buckets of tears I've cried). I'M SO SORRY. I REALLY WANTED TO SEE YOU IN PERSON. (I think if i did, I would have been in a daze for the rest of the month or maybe longer. With you in my thoughts. Oh heck, you already ARE. =.=)

Ok thats it. BYE BYE. :D

A source for me to vent.

2007-10-28T00:41:00.000-07:00

Hello. Yes, it's been awfully long since i last posted. I know. However, I was rather busy during past week because of the year-end exams. I posted today is because i need a source to vent out my anger which is right now all bottled up. The first thing i thought was my blog. Well, because it's a place where you can type whatever you want to. And also I can use this opportunity to entertain you all with my outbursts of anger. Why am I so angry you may ask? Well, that's because of the results. My report book to be exact. I AM VERY EXTREMELY ANGRY BECAUSE OF THAT.

No, it's not that the results suck(they do. However, at the very least I improved.) Yup, I improved. That's supposed to be good, isn't it? People are supposed to be happy ISN'T IT? It's in fact the other way around. My mother is not happy. Yes, she's disappointed. I mean, is it that bad that from mid-year my lvl position increased by like 20 positions? Is it thatHORRID that my class position went up by four? Well, in my oppinion, that isn't that bad an accomplishment. HOWEVER, according to my mother, it isn't. Yes, I know i failed my a.maths. I failed my e.maths. A.maths is a new subject! I'm only taking it this year! And the past records have shown that people who do a.maths don't exactly do EXCEPTIONALLY well.

However, guess different people have different opinions. Her standards are marked impossibly high that no normal fifteen-year old is able to attain. I'll explain why, CANNOT FAIL ANYTHING. MUST GET ALL B's. Some will say, that's easy to get. However to me, those goals are somewhere high up in heaven. I mean shouldn't they be at least HAPPY that I at least improved and beat like twenty people from before? Shouldn't they be happy that i beat 4 people in my class from before? SHOULDN'T THEY? SHOULDN'T THEY? NO. THEY'RE NOT. THEY'RE NEVER HAPPY. Do you have any freaking IDEA how discouraging that feels. It's like I improve, do not improve as long as i fail, it all ends. It all just ENDS. Once she hears i fail one subject she will give me this short cold snort and then she wouldn't care what i say next. God, what she is saying now hurts me. Seriously. You wanna know what she said, "You depress me." Ouch. That hurt. That really really hurt.

Imagine a parent telling you, who is their very own biological daughter, 'you depress me.' No matter how many times they say such depressing things, it's impossible for you to get used to it. Well, for me that is. I just don't know why, i mean maybe they're saying such things to get me to work harder you know? Like try harder and get B's to make them happy. However, when they say such things, do they have any idea how much it discourages us, makes us feel depressed and even worse useless in their eyes?

I know they're saying such things to sort of make us 'wake up', work hard so that we can lead a better life in the future and not suffer. Still, they shouldn't say such things. Oh well, At least after blogging all this I feel better. It was a good idea to post. :) Oh yes, I'm most probably gonna get banned from the computer for the rest of the year so I'm just telling friends and all that if you do not see me online [because i'm FOREVER online.] in Msn Messenger and all, don't worry. I'll probally be back next year [That is if mommy dearest allows me to.

A blog's revival

2007-07-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

Hello. Nice to meet all of you. I have realised that I have left my blog abandoned and all alone for approximately half a year? Yes I know, for bloggers who constantly blog about every single thing in their life like on what day they stepped on how many ants and all, this my be a terrible sin and I should be put to death. HOWEVER, for lazy people who just can't bear to close that oh-so-exciting computer game for even just fifteen minute just to blog, I should be so shocked I was actually willing to revive this blog once again. I did have second thoughts about it... But, hey, I still posted didn't I? Yes, I did. I changed my blogskin to Kim Jaejoong. He's a member of DBSK [Dong Bang Shin Ki]. And I only have this much to say. I LOVE HIM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH. Yup, that's all. Just a few words of confession. *Ignores singled-raised eyebrows and bemused expressions from readers and pretends to clear throat*

Many things happened during the June holidays and honestly if I were to describe to all of you detailedly and vividly what happened, I am confident that 1 million words is not even HALF. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating it a little... But, you get my point. Basically I went to watch 'Midsummer Night's Dream' and the concept of it was really cool. We had no seats, we had to bring our own picnic mats and normally we're not allow to eat during a show but due to the reason that this is open space, we are allowed. It was a Fort Canning and when I entered the place I realised that it was VERY familiar. I looked around and immediately realised I've been here before, the place the play was held in, was a cemetery. I know it sounds creepy and all... But, I was amazed. I've been to that cemetery before and many people upon hearing what I have to say soon, will immediately think I have issues but still, I'm expressing my opinion. I've been to that cemetery before and I thought it had this peaceful calm feeling to it, totally relaxing and not creepy at all. The first time I heard we were gonna enter a cemetery, zombies and skeletons rising from their graves went through my head. (Must have been the cartoons and games) However, the atmosphere was absolutely and OBVIOUSLY what I thought will DEFINITELY not come through. If it did, it'll be on Ripley's Believe it or not! already.

The show was SUPERB by the way. Some parts were weird and some were hilarious but all in all it was excellent. After that nice incident, nothing much happened except me sitting all alone at home while my mother was out working as I sat there wondering what should I eat, trying to ignore my grumbling stomach as I was engrossed in the game. I guess that was how i lost some weight before i gained that back again when school reopened. Oh well, guess I'm destined to stay at the weight of 43kg then, sad life. There is one thing I'm looking SO SO SO SO (ok i should stop annoying you all with the 'so's) forward to and that is.... *beats on the drums hard like a mad woman* COSPLAY ON 14TH JULY. YUP. I simply can't WAIT. Its like... THIS SATURDAY. I really wished that I had a time machine to fast forward me there and skip boring school lessons. I mean, I don't really listen to the teachers. HONESTLY, their hypnotic voices just drawl me to sleep. When they speak all I hear is, "What did Hitler do to the..." and then I'm off to dreamland as I smile in bliss staring at the beautiful Jeajoong in my dream... and then "Thank you girls." wonderful, she totally ruined my heavenly dream.

GOD. THERES TEST TOMORROW. STUPID, HORRIBLE, WRETCHED, ANNOYING, FRUSTRATING, INFURIATING, IRRITATING, DUMB, MURDERING, SCARY, WORRYING (Ok i should stop) STANDARD TEST TOMORROW. And guess WHAT? It's A.MATHS. The most headache, BRAINCELL-FRYING subject one can ever take. I swear, each lesson is like TORTURE and you don't even UNDERSTAND A GODDAMNED THING THE TEACHER'S SAYING. What am I going to do?! I'm 100% gonna fail that a.maths test. I mean, when was the last time I ACTUALLY PASSED that freaking subject? Ok, guess I'll stop shouting at you guys, after all you may actually be upset as well when you're reading this post so I shouldn't make you feel worse. Well, on the BRIGHT side, COSPLAY IS 3 DAYS AWAY. :D Guess I'll leave now~ BYE BYE. Good luck for whatever you're doing tomorrow. (Good luck myself for the killer test tomorrow)

Hello.

2007-01-10T02:19:00.000-08:00

Don't ask me what I'm doing here. After all I already have a reason. Audition is on server check. I'm bored to tears and going out of mind not knowing what to do. I resort to my blog for some entertainment. Yes, so that's my reason for blogging today (because it's not a month yet so I thought you guys might be curious about what happened... You know, whether I've gone nuts due to boredom or something.) And, another reason, for blogging, I'm here to inform you that I have changed the song to The Used-Box of Sharp Objects. Yes, if you guys like it go find it on your own. =D I found this song nice. It's cool! (I have a liking to this type of songs. Don't ask me why. It's a liking and I have no explanation for it.) Well, I supposed this blog post will not be very long due to the fact that I have nothing much intresting in my life. ( I always say that but end up writing long posts. I hope this will not be the same.... *Has doubts about it*) Okay, I'm gonna start talking crap. OR SPAM. Okay spamming is nicer. SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM. What....? Don't stare at me like that. I WARNED YOU. STOP STARING. RAWR.

Okay I seriously think I went nuts due to boredom. I mean I was so enthusiastic to coming home and play my audition which I have not touched for such a long period of time. However, when I arrive home and sit happily in front of the computer waiting for audition to start... TO MY HORROR IT'S ON SERVER CHECK. I seriously cursed my HEART out when I saw the news. I like F***K YOU AUDI!!! WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME?! F***K YOU!! GO TO HELL!! and I kept repeating the f word like its so wonderful. However under this type of circumstances... It is a rather suitable due to the fact of how FREAKING PISSED I AM AT IT! However, it is rather ridiculous to be angry with a software cause i can't possibly kill it in any way... Or can I...? (Why am I reasoning with myself? Am i really that bored that I have to resort to Logical thinking.... Have I really become such a pathetic being....? OH NO. I'M PATHETIC. NOOOO. (Wait I always was, so why the hell am I whining only NOW? Sheesh, i swear I'm a slow kid.)

I guess I should stop here, I have no intention of flooding again no matter how freaking bored am i... I shouldn't do such things to my blog. It annoys readers and make then dizzy due to the uncountable worse I write till it seems like theyare ant crawling around the screen cause its so many that it makes you dizzy. Well, i'm sorry. I shall stop and spare you the agony of reading yet another boring post. Well, I'll keep my farewell nice and short. BYE.

Happy New Year

2007-01-01T06:53:00.000-08:00

Hello. I'm here to post because it's the start of the new year. Yes, thought i should change my blogskin to welcome 2007. I countdowned yesterday and was devastated that a year has passed in a blink of an eye. Oh, the sadness. Well, listen carefully folks. A year has passed. Welcome to 2007 where you'll grow a year older and nearer to the time where you replace your real teeth with dentures. Where I shall slack even more in posting. Where another year of school has come. Yes, SCHOOL. Got that, another year of school. More textbooks. More Homework. More Stress. And most importantly having to wake up freaking early in the morning to attend something you dread(well, I dread it, dunno if you do.). More exams. More Tests. More TEACHERS. More friends (well, one good thing). Oh yes, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE. WELCOME TO 2007! HURRAY! I'M GONNA HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY AGAIN! JOY TO THE WORLD! BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!

Yes, I'm THAT not looking forward to the new year. I mean I was enjoying my life so much in front of the computer why did the new year have to ruin my life for me?! STUPID NEW YEAR! Wait, I can't curse the new year. If I do that the rest of the year will be horrid for me and my life wouold be EVEN more miserable. Oh no. What have I done?! Aw well, can't amend it can I? I ruined the year for myself. Just wonderful. Man, why am I so pessimistic? Okay, be happy about the new year! It's the start of a new year! You may experience something life-changing next year! Be happy! *Gives a spastic smile* This isn't working, my mouth hurts, if i smile like that any longer my face may be like that for the rest of my life. Okay, I shall be happy WITHOUT smiling. Yes... Be happy... If you happy and you know it say hurray... HURRAY. Man that isn't working either. I don't give a damn anymore. I shall just return to the way I was, pissed, annoyed, shocked, stunned, unhappy, worried, and depressed. I don't even know WHY the new year is called HAPPY NEW YEAR. I mean, for students like me, it's another year of stress, pressure, and lots and lots of homework and notetaking! You call THAT happy? No, don't think so. So why is it called HAPPY? I'm not happy. I'm definitely not happy. If I'm happy, the world is upside down.

Okay, stop pondering over the HAPPY NEW YEAR thing. It's wrecking my brains and wasting my brain cells which should be kept for next year. Now, I'm very freaked about the Drama Os thing which is happening the day school reopens. I'm afraid I won't get in. I'm afraid I forget my lines. I'm afraid that my mind goes blank. I'm afraid that I get in. Wait. No, i'll be HAPPY if I get in. Sheesh, what am I talking about? See, the new year has made me blur and confused (wait, or am I always like this) I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. All this thinking is making me go CRAZIER! If I don't get into IMH THIS year. I'll get in NEXT year. After that, i don't have to worry about studies no more! I can spend my time going mad. Hey that's not a bad life! I can attack anybody with a plate and they would just think I cracked up! Wait, no, they'll bind my up and throw me into a padded cell. I think. I dunno never been in IMH before. Well, who cares? NO studies. That's just wonderful... However, I WON'T MAKE ANY FRIENDS!!! Oh no. NO. OKAY I'M STAYING IN SCHOOL!! Well, another post by me. A long one indeed!! Hey it's the new year, my post gotta be different from the rest.

YO!

2006-12-13T00:20:00.000-08:00

Hello! (You've realised that each time i make a comeback my blogskin changes don't you? I hope you do... But since it's been so long seeing me I think you even FORGOT what was the last blogskin... Oh well, you can't blame me! I'm addicted to games and am too LAZY to post! Hey, be glad I'm honest okay! Most people don't admit it... But I do!! See I'm a good girl... Sheesh, what the hell am I talking about?) ANYWAY, i don't have much to talk about... Anime convention is on Saturday!! The PROBLEM is,*dramatic music please* I CAN'T GO!! *Dramatic music plays* Am, I unlucky or WHAT? Well, the reason: I'm grounded. Get it? GROUNDED! Why? Erm, results. Results return. They suck. Punishment=Grounded for two whole months. You know what that means? The anime convention is on december 16. I'm grounded till NEXT year... And the anime convention is THIS year. So...=I can't go. (Why am I putting so many equals? Since when did I like equations? I hate math... So why am I doing english equations? Cause it's fun? Nah, to cut short my sentences so I don't have to type too much because I'm lazy. =X)

ANYWAY, continuing my very annoying complains. I'm deprived of going to the anime convention. At this rate, I may just go crazy and tackle anybody with a spoon. This sucks. This seriously seriously sucks. And by the way, this blogskin? I just saw it. Took it. Paste. Yes, just one preview didn't bother looking at anything else (was too lazy actually) and used it. Basically of one reason, the song is nice. Well, I'm looking forward to NEXT YEAR'S convention. In which I won't be grounded anymore (Thank the lord).Besides, even if my mother FINALLY allowed me to go to the convention THIS year, I won't have anything to dress up with due to the fact that I have no time to prepare and go shopping because it was last minute. So, even if i can go i can't join my friends in the dress up because I have nothing to dress up with.

However seriously... I wouldn't mind going in casual clothes due to the reaosn that I can AT LEAST still be able to SEE my friend in their cool dress ups and be jealous cause I can't wear anything. But, aw well, it's better than nothing if I'm able to go. (Maybe I should beg my mother one last time and beg till she allows me. However, I don't beg. It makes me look pathetic... Wait... I AM in a pathetic state! However, I'm not good at begging cause I've never done that before. I only plead. Like plead for 5 mins, if it fails. Done, forget it. I won't do anything about it. Yes, that's JUST me.) HOWEVER, thank god I'm still able to use the computer (For the first few weeks of the holidays I couldn't. I got so paranoid I mistook the tv remote as my handphone. Yes, I did that. DON'T LAUGH. I said stop laughing or you'll be the FIRST i attack with a spoon.)

Well, other than not being able to go to the anime convention there's not much happening in my life except porridge lunches and bread breakfast (My mum has to work. I have live on my own. Which isn't that bad because I at least have FREEDOM and have nobody to nag 'Angelika ar, got drink water or not?' so I'm at filled wiht bliss and am eternally grateful for that. However, I'm still very depressed of no being able to go to the convention... *curses like a mad idiot* Okay... no cursing... Mind your language... NO CURSING... Be a good and polite girl.... NO CURSING. F***K WHY CAN'T I GO?!ROAR! I HATE MY LIFE! I HATE MY F***KING LIFE!... Well, calming myself down didn't work... Ended up cursing somemore. Okay I'll think of other innovative ideas... Well, time to bid farewell, another long post once again. I just can't kick the habit can i?

I'm not dead..

2006-10-22T07:02:00.000-07:00

Yes. I'm back. Don't worry. I'm not dead (I'm very much alive and well, thank you.) WELL, i have disappeared for an extremely long period of time of more than two months and I know... I KNOW, i should be killed for that. But, hey, you can't blame somebody who's cramming for exams a few weeks back right? (fine. two weeks. makes a whole lot of difference you know.)So, you can blame me. I'm innocent. See, INNOCENT! HAHAHA!(The underworld is making me worse. MUCH worse. Though I dunno how was I like when I'm alive but... HECK.) Yes, I've enter the underworld. (Hey, then that means I'm dead... RIGHT? ERM... Aw well, I dunno consider me dead and ignore me saying im NOT dead.) Man, that doesn't even make any sense. Okay, now my... post. Drumroll please.

I... went... ORCHARD ROAD! (ISN'T THAT WONDERFUL? SAY YES OR I'LL KILL YOU AND YOU'LL JOIN ME IN HELL.)OH yes, the beings in hell are actually quite entertaining, with their beheaded tricks and all (I haven't learn that yet... BUT ONE DAY I SHALL) Yes, now, we went orchard road because it was BELOVED ANGIE'S B'DAY! YAH, GAL, IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY. IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY. (one year closer to reaching hell when you can meet... ME!!You must visit my house... OR ELSE. I'll get the grim reaper if you don't.)Yes, you can do all types of stuff in hell. Cause... HELL HAS NO RULES. ISN'T THAT WONDERFUL? (Now, i know why i got sent to a mental check-up before they brought me to my house. I must have banged my head before i croaked and caused me to lose my screws... Yeah... that's it.)

Oh yes, where was I? Oh yes, orchard road. I met angie and juanita at the underpass and then we went to LIDO. Isn't THAT interesting~! Yes yes, we watched death note with nicky, angie, juanita and angie's cousin, Rika. DEATH NOTE ROCKED. ROCKED I TELL YA ROCKED. Yes, i got to see the death god. Though i've seen them before (Of course.. I'M DEAD.) Oh yeah, then we went to cityhall, take mrt. Then, off to the esplanade we WENT. Yes, and we met Mike and Keith and then we had this rock concert.. (it's at 6.45 for god's sake. I can't POSSIBLY GO, I have my curfew. The grim reaper is worried i might go out and kill somebody because i conked my head before i croaked. So yes, I DON'T HAVE FREEDOM CAUSE I'M CRAZY. that's so unfair.)

Then, so nicky went home. Angie's cousin went to eat with her friend. Yup, and then keith took bus. Mike for no reason came along with us and then we went Marina Square... went 7-11 and I went to buy MAPLE card... Yeah, and then we got lost in Marina Square... (I'm cutting long story short so thank me... THANK ME NOW! Okay, the grim reaper looking at me scary so i better not force you or the next thing I'm gonna find the sharp looking weapon of his at my throat. And yes, I do not wanna DIE AGAIN. (erm, is that even possible?) Well, maybe my soul might dissipate or something... I don't know. NOOO idea. Hey, can't blame me you know... I'm new around here... NEWBIE DUDE NEWBIE. Okay grim reaper's asking me to shuddap. So, i shall obey. ... ... I CAN'T STAND IT! I NEED TO TELL YOU MY WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE. Where was i again? Oh yes, Mike, for some reason was scared of Angie and then he went down the stairs which popped out from god knows where. For some reason we ran awat from him. YES, RAN AWAY. Don't blame me. Blame Angie. I don't even know why the hell I was running. Yes, i see people run. I run. If people ask why I'm running... I'll say "I don't know... I saw people run so I run? Don't ask me. Ask my instinct it's abit... weird and everything. I DON'T KNOW. DON'T ASK ME. IM INNOCENT. (argh. grim reaper's asking me to shuddap again said I'm waking up the other souls because of my madness... Bu,t it's not my fault. SOMEBODY MUST HAVE PUSHED ME BEFORE I DIED WHICH MADE ME CONK MY HEAD AND THEN BECOME CRAZY WHEN I CROAKED AND BECOME A SOUL. Grim reaper is holding that scary curvy looking thing... with sharp ends...with that weird evil twinkle in his eye and his raising it up... up... up...)

Oh yes, Mike right? Yup, he didn't bother chasing after us. He wasn't even running... BUT WE WERE. Waste our energy. yes that's what his trying to do. I KNEW IT ALL ALONG. And then he lost track of us and we won the weird supid running away from mike game and then I went home. Yeah, the bus names was so weird... Clementi... Erm, jurong west... I was thinking like, maybe the next stop is Johor or something... (Don't blame me... Overactive imagination that's what I have.) Do not blame me. Not my fault. I shall end my post here... Yes the grim reaper is coming near me... nearer... and nearer.. with the sharp pointy curve thing... okay, time to go to bed the grim reaper's looking at me funny. So good night. I shall sleep. Erm yeah wonder if i'll find myself alive tomorrow that grim reaper is looking scary man... (or is he always like that...)

Im... BACK!

2006-08-08T09:07:00.000-07:00

Yahoo~!!! Im back!!! Its been a month!! Fine, a little more than a month... FINE ALOT. So? I UPDATED at LAST!!! And i changed my blogskin as well!! So be happy, at least i put in some effort to compensate for the few weeks! ^^ (okay, im like so way screw loose) Well, today... I have SOMETHING to write about... YAH FINALLY SOMETHING INTERESTING!! Yay~! So now, im gonna tell you about the very 'interesting' day... I'm sure wanna hear it... (im gonna force you to!! *evil laughter*)Im seriously going crazier each month... By the end of this year I'm gonna end up in IMH... Wait, i ESCAPED from there... Did i or did i not? I don't remember... AW WELL... I'm not that scary you know... I'm just... crazy... and im happy!! Its nice being happy...(how the hell is this related to the very exciting day im about to tell you? NOO IDEA...) Okay, back to the topic! Yesterday...A bright and er... sunny day(not quite but never mind)The whole school had... SPORTS DAY~! AINT THAT FUN? (what? Why are you staring at me with a face like =.=? It's not bad you know... Finally an interesting thing in my life beside homework and all...)So... It started out with us singing the national song as usual, the pledge... then the school song... Then a PRAYER... Then finally A HYMN and THEN, the national day speech... the whole sec two cohort were chattering like mad... Then we could go back and sit!! Yay~! But durin the siting time it was kinda boring as in we didnt do ANYTHING but talk and talk with the anime people... it was fun... And then i went to buy food to munch and right AFTER i finished the food... So, COINCIDENTLY, "Huuf and Puff" the segment I'M in had to start... I was all like " I JUST EATEN!! AHHH!!" You know what we had to do? Well, we had to hope in those gunny sack thingys... and then towards our teacher and dig our face into a plate of FLOUR to get a MEASLY LITTLE SWEET!! But, actually i didn't mind doing it. After all it sounded kinda fun. But, i didnt get to do it T.T... Aw well, never mind I shouldnt say what happened... It'll be kinda blaming someone else... And Im a KIND person so yah (kind? me? Who the hell are you referring to?) So after that we started stoning and talking once again and then it was prize-giving... We had to sit in that SUPER hot sun and listen to prize-giving! Seriously i had thought i was gonna melt!! So HOT!! They wont take pity on us students... The poor us... T.T So, after all that, we went to TM!!! And i went to cut my hair (note: I look EXACTLY the same, just my hair a little shorter) =.= Then we ate 'ajisen' and went HOME~! And well, i played audition till i went to bad and that was the end of my very INTERESTING day... How do you think of i? Interesting eh? ^^ Thats good, oh yah, those anime people out there who happened to unluckily bump into my blog... anime convention DEC 16!!! REMEMBER IF YOU DESPERATE TO GO TO ONE~! Well, buhbye now, wait for another month for another post~! (wheee) =)

New Post... Boring Life...-.-

2006-06-22T03:51:00.000-07:00

Hello~ I'm back, FINALLY~ Yes, it's been approximately a month... no? (well, if you read the date i wrote my ex-post, you will know. I blog like once a month, i always tell myself BLOG TODAY!! TODAY!! And, then, the moment i go online and see that very tempting rakion icon on my desktop, i forget everything else and logged in with a happy smile... How nice eh? I get distracted just sooo easily that i don't even understand why i get distracted easily...(o.0... Okay... That didn't come out quite right..) Well, at least be happy I finally found time to LOOK AWAY from the rakoon icon and bother about blogging... Well, nothing much happened this holidays!! Oh yah, HOMEWORK (I did a FEW don't worry...) It sucked, seriously, it did! The maths quiz was uber duper hard and i don't even UNDERSTAND what those questions are saying. I just stared and stared with a blank mind till i read like over 5 times then i started attempting to do it. It was hard, i had like so little correct! Not one quiz did i had ALL correct (well, i suck at math... Wait... I suck at EVERY subject.) The highest i got was 4/5... Well, it wasn't THAT bad, since it was done by a maths-deficiency student like me... (no offence to all the people who suck at math out there! I'm just reffering to myself. Please do not come and blast me with a grenade... I must be playing too much games... Which student would even HAVE a grenade.... Well, don't come at me with a chopping knife? o.0) As usual, this post is also gonna get flooded with irrevelant things ( i always go off point in blogging, i don't know WHY... And seriously i don't actually care. Since i don't have much happening in my life, must well tell you my thoughts... How interesting eh...=.=) Well, there IS one thing that happened in June... I went out with fio and jas! Hows that? Soooo interesting right? Yes, i know it is, now i shall tell you more. Well, first, i called Fio when i reached the Mrt station... I waited about hlaf an hour, before they SAID, THEY WERE ON THE WRONG TRAIN! I was like, WHAT?! WRONG TRAIN?! So, i told them to get the hell off the train and take the one on the opposite side. It took them super long, i tell ya. I almost thought the MRT was driven by some old man cause it was taking wayyy long. So, finally arrived and we decided to watch a movie. We actually planned on watching 'Just My Luck' (suggested by fio) But, we realised the movie is out yet, so we proceeded with watching 'Cars'. Well, it was really nice (I ate half the popcorn too =X) 'Cars' was really funny, me and jasmin was laughing our heads off. Fio did once in a while as well. (The guy behind us was laughing so loud we couldnt hear ourselves laugh! Fine, maybe it was THAT bad, but it WAS loud...=.=) And, when it ended we went to centruy squares, went to stare at the arcade's game 'House of the Dead 4' for a moment... (fio kept saying she couldnt see it) and after that we went to comics connection. I went into the arcade for a while, but decided not to play cause there were tonnes of people dominating that small little arcade. Then, after hat, we were about to go home, fio kept saying she was super hungry i kept persuading her to eat pizza hut or something, but she said she wanna go home and enjoy her sweet granny's dinner (awww...) so, after that took a taxi home, and well, continued using the computer and playing rakion till 11 and then my mum forced me to sleep... So, slept and all... Nothing much actually, started watching fruits basket recently as well, KYOU IS SO ADORABLE!! AS A CAT AND AS A HUMAN!! AHHH! =X (Okay... chill... relax... chilll) Oh yah, i'm changing my blogskin again (sudden urge to do so... Its my blog so i can do whatever i want with it) ^^ OKay then, better go look for a nice little blogskin and then change it... put music and i'll talk to you later on, which is probably ANOTHER monther =X Buhbye now~

I'm back from GENTING~!

2006-05-31T21:31:00.000-07:00

Hello~! I didn't blog for an incredibilly long period of time becuz my com broke down and after which I was bored stiff... After which i went to Genting to waste away time.. (But, it was boring there too~ zzz..)Okie, so now I'm finally back from hat incredibly boring trip (seriously I thought that sitting on my computer chair staring into space might actually be more interesting)And if you have notice I change my blogskin once again cuz I was starting to get bored of the other one... (But if you don't then nvm... It happens.. When I don't blog for so logn ppl actually forget about it.. *sob*) And unfortunately, I HAVEN'T DAM FREAKING HELL acquired the habit of blogging often ( I dunno how long i'm gonna take) But I tink i'll post more in june (tho june is the most boring month of my life... I just stay at home with the com right in front of me and I stare at it) But, I'm jus trying to atone for the past posts I have owed u guys for sooo incredibilly loonnggg. I've heard the news that I'm gonna go to genting once again (Noooooo!! Not again... I'm sick of that place!! I mean, theres absolutely NOTHING for a teen to do there!! I'm gonna rot there again? I'm rottened ENUF!!)*sigh* See how boring my life is? go to genting as if its a weekly occasion. -.- But thnk god it isn't, or you won't see me alive by the end of the year, i'm already rotten into nothingness... But aw well, I have another excuse for me no blogging (Yes, i'm filled with them) Well, hear this. MY COMPUTER WAS FREAKING SPOILT!! I can't blog with a SPOILT COMPUTER!! You know HOW i spent those H0RRID weeks with NO COMPUTER? It was horrid... So horrid... Staring at the playstation all day... Reading ym comics... An absolutely boring nitemare (Are nightmare boring? I tink their supposed to make you scare rite? Well hu cares.) Oh and I just realised this, I gave this excuse the starting of this post... My my... How forgetful can I get... Well, you can't blame me, my brain is the size of a pea as I said, so you can't store much in it. This month, nothing much is actually gonna happen, we spent a week at skool (well not the whole day, BUT ALMOST A WHOLE DAY and you call june a school holiday... What's a holiday if you hafta return to skool? o.0 It simply doesn't make sense. And now there a change with our homework, its ONLINE. Which gave me an excuse for my mom to HURRY FIXX THE COM!! Muahahaha~! But seriously, not much of the homework is out yet, so i'm waiting to next week for it. ^^ so till then, I shall entertain myself with computer games and all the stuff. My life in june holidays is gonna be a boring one ( I said this countless time... Actually you can count it... but I'm lazy to... Lazy lazy me) So, you don't expect my upcoming blog posts to be very interesting and engaging, it mite put you to sleep as probably what this on is doing. Cuz i rite them super long and ppl get so tired of reading it they just cancel it... T.T aw well, nvm, I'll read on my own then, i have this habit of flooding posts, you can't blame me, CUZ IT'S A HABIT, and habits die hard *smiles innocently* Okie, then, the song for your information is Confessions Of A Broken Heart by Lindsay Lohan I just found kidna nice so I just put it on, its one of the nicest songs Lindsay has eva sang in my oppinion ^^. Okie, this marks the end of the psot, I bid you farewell, till nex time!!!

~I'm back~

2006-05-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

Hello! I'm finally back with a new post! You happy? (Inner voice: that's what you're supposed to do, you idiot. Update your blog.) *Tears well up* Such ungrateful ppl... *goes in a corner and starts crying* Okay, forgive my lameness (Inner voice: Haven't you realised? You're ALWAYS lame. Sure took you long enough.) ...You ppl are so mean! *tears well up again* (Inner voice: Are you gonna spent half of the post crying? We don't have much you noe.-.-) Of course not!! I'm not so ridiculous to spent half my blog post CRYING! THAT'S LAME!! (Inner voice: Yah, and that's what you are.) Can you just shuddap and listen? Or else we are gonna spent my whole post bickering with each other and that is so not worth it! (Inner voice: Fine... Fine. Type... Type, I'll shuddap, happy?) Okie, that was my inner voice, you can just ignore it, it happens (Yes, i tok to myself in my head, lame, but as my inner voice said, that's what i am. 0.o) Anyway, this week is the most torturous and stressful week ever and I swear I almost died (Opps... I shouldn't swear... Sorry god) Anyway, yes, I almost died from stress! It was soooooo stressful. I'm so scared okay, I hope I get good marks. But I dunno, no confidence lehz... T.T That's the way I am, I'm nto exactly confident about my studies you can ask my friends and you'll udnerstand why. And, this year, a miracle happened. I studied, (Inner voice: Wow, what an amusing thing! Shihiro is finally studying!!! Oh, its the end of the world) WHAT DID i SAY TO YOU?! SHUT!! Don't be so sarcastic you can at least be happy for me rite? But, anyway, yes I studied and I really mean study, which means I put a book in front of me and actually try my best to absorb those loooonggg paragraphs into my thick skull and seriously, my brain can't store much due to the fact its the size of a pea. Yes, a pea. So, not much can be stored in a pea. -.- (Inner voice: you're the lamest person I ever met, Shihiro, how ever did I become your inner voice and get to know you? I have noooo idea.) Well, who cares if I'm lame? Lameness makes the world go round! (I'm filled with crap. I know. I KNOW. You don't have to tell me. -.-)I'm sriously toking crap here, and saying thingsd which is nothing relevant to my life. But wadeva. Oh yes, I have discovered that I am certified a morbid person. I think f death very easily and say reallt sadistic things and have sadistic pictures like ppl slitting their throat and all (so that definitely proves I'm a morbid soul... I think, i mean which normal person thinks about this type of stuff? 0.o)So, seriously now that I deeply consider, I aint exactly your everyday teenager, I'm evil and sarcastic at times... and all and though my life is normal, I don't think I'M normal. Well, seriously I don't know, only my friends can tell and they just approve that I'm filled with crap. Well, I lurve to flood my blog posts... Their just so fun to flood. Oh yes and exams will be over really soon, by the end of next week. Can you believe it, before our D&T we actually have a study day?! I was like, "Study what? D&T also have nothing to study one!! Waste time only!! They just trying to prolong our agony and see us suffer nia!!" I mean like, SERIOUSLY, a study day allll dedicated to D&T, i didn't noe D&T was THAT important. I'll rather keep that study day for geography which i thoroughly SUCK at?! But noooo, geography has to be 2 DAYS BEFORE THE STUDY DAY. OOOOHHHH JOOOYYY. -.- My life is just soooo wonderful. Well, tomorow i'll have to hit the books again that super thick pile of geopgraphy stuff and Liz's notes and stare at Tao Ren's picture to distress or sumtin (I have a feeling i'm self-obsessed cuz after all I'M roleplaying Ren, but Jamin is playing Hao and she absolutely adores herself, so why can't I adore MYSELF?) Okay, better stop blabbering I think this post is gonna filled the whole blog... Or maybe not... Depends. Well, it's getting really late and i REALLY think I shld go to bed so ya, G'NIGHT (Inner voice: G'night, hope NOT to hear you in the morning)

~This blog is not dead~

2006-04-22T03:43:00.000-07:00

Okay, i did not update for such a long period of time you all must haf suspected i haf abandoned my blog again. But, no, i'm not so cruel. I've just been unusually busy this month with all the hw, and preparation for exams and all (You: Excuses... Excuses...) It's the truth!!!! Anyway, seriously, throughout this month, nothing interesting has happened. O! O! Did I tell you that my drama o lvl lessons haf started? (You: Noooo Nooo) Fine, it has (I realised sumtin, I'm toking to myself... o.0 aw well, i was going crazy with the stress and studying, gess this proves it, I AM crazy.) I dunno whats up with me today, seems like i've gone hysterical but sumhow, I feel kinda... erm... i dunno how to describe it, bored n sad at the same time? I'm bored because I have nothing to do (You: isn't it obvious? o.0). And sad because I didn't get to follow Chin to church today... My mum didn't allow it, said I hafta study and focus more about studies, hope I'll b able to go after exams... *prays* I'm scared for exams too, I really wanna pass everything, however, geography and history I'm rather doubtful of it, however, I shall try my best and not give up! O yes, and I intend to change my blogskin once again although i really liked the one i haf now, but things change and so must I. I will try my best to find a good enuf blogskin to replace this and a video to add. Hope my next blogskin will turn out nice... Pray for me k? Hehe... Well, I beta stop here before I flood my post once again as usual, I noe that I always rite long spots to bore you people, hope you people dun mind... Well, toodles for now, await the change in my blog!

~March holidays begin~

2006-03-12T19:34:00.000-08:00

YO!!! I noe, i didn't update for ages... but you know im not used to blogging rite?! I'm still not getting used to it... I just updated cuz i thought that it was wayyy too long i didn't update, or else I wouldn't update at all! *sniggers* Anyway, lots of things have happened, just that i'm too lazy riting them down, I'm currently hooked with this game called 'gunz' and I simply can't get off it, (this also explains why I didn't update) So, yah, and BECUZ of that I didn't update my story for ages too... *gunz is overtaking me!!* Aww well, gess i'll try updating today... (i hope i can) Well, ITS the HOLS!! But, it isn't exactly consider hols becuz... WE STILL HAFTA GO BAC TO SKOOL!!!! Unfair... And the teacher totally threw all he hw right at our faces and expect us to complete its after the hols! It's like A WHOLE LOTTA HOMEWORK? The teachers are definitely making my life miserable as a teen!! Stres.... Well, i dun exactly have a choice, but to shuddap and do my homework... *sighs* My life is so miserable and boring (wallows in self-pity) Well, i got my progress card bac!!!!!!! N i pass everythin except art n eng... BUT, i WAS supposed to PASS my eng, but becuz the STUPID ME handed up my SUMMARY late my MARKS got DEDUCTED and theres goes my pass!!!! DUMB, DUMB, DUMB ME!!! *conks head repeatedly* *sigh* well, wads done canot be undone, i just hafta accept the truth... Well, hmm... wad else... (I'll get back to you when i'm done thinking, for now, leave me to my own world. I'll update again... Someday~!)

~Probably the happiest day of my life yet~

2006-02-22T03:32:00.000-08:00

AHHHH!!!! I'm overwhelmed with joy!!! No word can decribe my happiness rite now!! NO WORDS!!!! Today is a MUST-POST day becuz the happiest thing that ever happened in my entire whole freakin life happened TODAY!!!!!! I GOT IN!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! I GOT INTO DRAMA 'O' LEVELS!!! I'M GONNA TAKE DRAMA AS A SUBJECT!!! OMG! OMG! I CAN HARDLY WAIT FOR IT TO START!!!!! Okay, i beta describe more specifically to you guys becuz im sure u guys r like looking at me like that (you: wth? o.0)So, here goes, well, those ppl studying in SAC, im sure that u guys noe abt the drama 'o' levels, its like, u go and audition n if u pass, u'll study drama as one of the subjects and dramma will apply to your marks during the 'o' levels... So yeah, nvm if u dun understand, but i tried, the only thing i CAN'T belive is that i actually got in!!!! I mean like, its a total miracle im overwhelmingly DELIRIOUS WITH JOY!!!!!! *jums abt* It's like, it was the 2nd audition and then i was like very nervous along with juanita and joey we were like, 'oh no, im so scared'. Then, i was lucky no. 1, i was the first one to start (oh yay) I was like, ahhhh... Then walked in front of ms. kang and mr. ng. Then they said start and i begun, then when it was the end they gave me comments, i learnt that i need to use more of my stage space and show the where i am in. Then it was Joey's turn, i personally thought she was good!! Well, i thought she was better than me. Then, Juanita's, she's good too... Then, the teachers asked us abt the comments abt their monologues and to voice our opinions abt them, so we did. And, then, Mr. Ng and Ms. Kang went into a corner and started discussing about whether to let us in or not. Then they came back to us and Mr. Ng looked really sad n my hopes went *plop* down the drain and i was like *sigh*. The Mr. Ng said, "I'm sorry... the three of you..." then i was like *sigh, looks devastated*

Then Ms. Kang says, "Stuck with us for one year!" I was like, looking so shocked.

It took awhile for me to register than i was like 'ahh'!!!!! and started jumping along with Joey, Juanita was abit slow but wwhen she finally registered it through she was also going AHHH!!!! and all of us were jumping abt like mad idiots Then, she tol us wad was in store for us and we were like so excited. Then we exited the room filled with smiles and told yeung wing tat we were in!!!!!!! IIIINNNN She was like looking so shocked, then we went in to take our bags and left. Joey had to leave for concert band... *sigh* aw well.... Juanita and I thought it was a time for celebration and went to the bubble tea shop to celebrate (wad a nice place to celebrate -.-) then, we talk talk talk, scream, scream, scream with joy. Drank our milo ultimate, ate our bbq fries and went home. And now, I sitting in front of the computer taken my shower and typing a post! Buhbye now, I try to update again sum day~!

P.S: I changed the song, now its Selena-Dreaming of You

Jap Students in the hoooouuussseeee!

2006-02-14T02:12:00.000-08:00

Hello! I noe, didnt update for SUPER long, but hey, I'm a student, students haf stuff to do (whispers to myself:I just denying the fact that I'm a total lazy blogger updater) Huh? Wad? You didn't hear that riiittee? (like duh u did -.-) Anyway, im here not to tok crap but to tell u abt my day. Well, seriously during these month loads of things haf happened. I'll tell u slowly when I have the time. Anyway, today, I was like WAYYY excited cuz the Jap exchange students are COMING!!!! I was like shouting in my head EKK! GAHH! THEIR FINALLY COMING! But of course I wasn't jumping around like a mad monkey, im not that hyper -.- Well, first lesson was drama, I realised that today we got loads of scoldings (sigh, Its a LONG story, I seriously think i may just explode my blog with all my blabbering... Wadeva, I'll tell u why later ^^) Anyway, during drama we were playing sum Medusa game where u had to freeze wheneva the 'medusa' looks at you. Anyway, we also got scolded about being slow and not following rules (BUT I was participating actively!! Serious... *innocent eyes*) Anyway, after Drama I was told by Joey that the jap students are comin at 9.30a.m. I was seriously thinking how short their skirts would be (must be watching too many anime shows with girls wearing skools uniforms with super short skirts.) When they entered our class room during maths lesson i realised to my surprise that OUR skirts were even SHORTER than THEIRS WAS! CAN U BELIEVE IT?! I was like staring at them. Their 17 years old, wayyy older than us and they were SO FAIR, I was wondering whether they even entered the sun rays before. Well, they stayed with us for half an hour and sadly, had to leave after that. However, we took pictures! Then Juanita and Joey ran out and got two of the jap students e-mail!!! So can mail to them... So cool! Anywayz, We saw loads of other jap people and all of them were SO FAIR!!! I think their afraid of the sun, cuz when they were on their way to the basketball court or sumtin, they were desperately trying to shade themselves from the sun. Now, I noe why their so fair -.-. The day was AWESOME I TELL YA! Then i could the hear the concert band playing for them from the music room where we were watching sum Beethoven show, (seriously they made Beethoven seem like he just escaped free from the mental hospital or sumtin o.0, I wonder whether he was really like that, if he was, THAT'S SCARY!) Well, after that me and Juanita went to eat lunch while Jasmin and Fiona had to stay in skool becuz got CCA *sigh*. So we went to the bubble tea shop, on the way there, we met Amanda and Hui Yiu they were aso gonna eat at the bubble tea shop (what a coincidence!) so we talk, talk, talk then Amanda left along with Hui Yiu and it was left me and Juanita we talk abit then go hm liaoz... My mum was home, she's sick, got MC (poor her...) then now I typing post for blog. Didnt update for an ultimately long time so decided to do it ^^ Buhbye for now! I noe very long post, used to it dun blame me. Anyway its MY blog so I can rite a lot of crap. (There's sumtin rong with me, you don't need to tell me. -.0) You ppl must haf those type of lame face masked on ur face rite now ( i noe I'm lame but wadeva i seriously dun care)

~Changed My Blogskin~

2006-01-23T06:20:00.000-08:00

Day by day, I keep telling myself, Im gonna keep tis blogskin for a LONG time and I keep failing, now once again, I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!!! OMG, when m I gonna kick tis habit of changing my blogskin all the time?! *conks myself on the head* Anyway, YES, I changed it again, and I'm gonna tell myself once again, I'M NOT GONNA CHANGE TIS BLOGSKIN CUZ I LIKE IT. OKay, see whether it'll get into my thick skull. Tis time, the theme of my blog has become more magical and I'm sure all of u find the music familiar, YES, IT'S HARRY POTTER'S THEME SONG. The very famous song that they like to play everytime the preview or something comes out. Tis blog has quite a magical feeling to it, and i lurve the kitty cuz its awfully cute (dun look at me with those weird eyes, it IS CUTE!!) I hope u all will like the change to my blog, it has changed drastically from the pass blogskin, if u haf seen the past blogskin of course... ANYWAY, I really hope tat u ppl will like tis blogskin and I willt ry my best to update and post more often and try my VERY BEST, to get into the habit of blogging, (yes I keep telling myself, okay I'm gonna rite a post today~ and I always fail doing so... I'm fickle-minded, I admit it) Well, as I always end off the post, please, please, please, TAG MY BLOG!!!! I'm getting so little tags, and u wun like me when im desperate, I noe u wun. Buhbye for now, if I haf time tomoro, I'll try to post.

~I changed the song into a video~

2005-12-11T18:36:00.000-08:00

heyz!!! Well, I'm sure you notice sumthin different, yes? If you don't (Are you sure you dun need your eyes checked?) See the HUGE screen, below my 'links'? Yes... TAT'S the change in my blog. Well, that video is obviously not made by me, why?

1. I'm not named pat, by the way.
2. I can never make sumthin so nice (T.T)

Okay, so now, for the LAST time I shall say it, I DID not make the video!! It's made by 'Pat Mcpherson' The song is still the same though, 'Boulevard Of Broken Dreams' Sang By: Green day. OKay? So, hope you will enjoy the video, becuz I CERTAINLY did!!! It's nice and sad at the same time... Well, if any of you watches 'Full Metal Alchemist', well, tis is sorta a spoiler.... X) But, those hu dun, I hope you like it... The video's character are obviously from the anime 'Full Metal Alchemist' So, well, bye!! I'll post again. Of wad happened tis week... I haf a very boring life... And I hardly update my blog... X) Just started updating again tis month and well... hange my blogskin tis month n stuff too... X) I shall try my best to get back to the updating habit... X) I shall tell you more abt tis week later on... It shall be quite a long post (Cuz I'm kinda descriptive.... X)) Well, toodles!!

~Changed song again~

2005-12-10T03:10:00.000-08:00

*U slapped me hard on my head* Ow.... Anyway, I ask two fo my fwens... N they said they couldn't hear the music... So... I decided to change again, and pray and hope and pray again, that they shall be able to hear it!!! *prays (x100000000) Anyway, now the song is, u people shld noe it its call 'Boulevard Of Broken Dreams' by 'Green day'!! Well, hope you people will be able to hear it... And enjoy it... And as usual... Pls... Pls... Pls Taggie Waggie My Bloggie... Thankie... I'm posting so much in oen day... -.-"

~I changed the song (fickle-minded, I noe)~

2005-12-10T02:30:00.000-08:00

yoz!!! I change the song~ I noe wad ur gona say! BUt, you just changed it!! However, rite now, the song 'Motherland' has sum problems... So bare witht is song for a while~ It ain't that bad u noe.... It's also a song frm the anime 'FULL METAL ALCHEMIST' It's called, 'Kesenai Tsumi' Sang By 'Nana Kitade' Well the tiltle for tis song is in jap... But, hope you'll like it, it's kinda different from the past song 'Motherland' its more the rock one... If
'Motherland' is fine, then most probably I'll switch back to tat song... Or does tis one fit more? Haiz... So confused...

~My NEW blog(Well, fine, blogskin)~

2005-12-09T23:56:00.000-08:00

Yoz ppl!!! I have changed my song~ And my blog skin!!! The blogskin as u can READ is from the Anime Full Metal Alchemist!!! And, the song(Glad it isnt a midi?) is the 3rd ending song of 'FULL METAL ALCHEMIST' it is called 'motherland' and it was sang by Crystal Kay!! I lurve the song!!! its so nice!!! And I'm so glad I could find the MP3 of it instead of the midi!!! Well, tats all i wana say, so, hope you'll enjoy ur visit in my blog! And hopefully, the song!! And Pls... Pls... Pls Pweety Pweety Pweety pweasetag my blog!! I'll appreciate it LOADS!!! Well, thats it. Hope through tis blog you'll noe more abt me! Well, Toodles!! I'll post next time!! Ja~~ (It's bye in jap, if u didn't noe.)

Fma Video!!!

2005-12-08T03:35:00.000-08:00

heyz!!! I noe... Nvr update for suuuuuper long already!!! I found tis on the net, thot maybe i shld share it with u... Dunno whether u'll be able to see it!! Hope u can.... *prays*

Friday...Exams r over!!!

2005-05-13T23:14:00.000-07:00

Hi!

2005-05-13T22:59:00.000-07:00

Dis is my 2nd blog b'cause mi 1st blog got problem lehz... but don worry dis 1 should b perfectly fine b'cause I ask mi fren how ta do it properly... Hope I did it right... Anywae, frens don go 2 mi 1st blog no more cause I tried and it said 'not t responding' and I got stuck there n couldn't get out!! Don b like me... So hav fun in mi second blog n I noe how 2 do it very wel now so it will b much nicer than mi 1st!!

Shihiro and her inner self...

WAHA.

I LIIIIVVVVVEEEEEE.

BACK.

Hello!

CHINESE NEW YEAR.

Hello.

Hello Everyone.

A source for me to vent.

A blog's revival

Hello.

Happy New Year

YO!

I'm not dead..

Im... BACK!

New Post... Boring Life...-.-

I'm back from GENTING~!

~I'm back~

~This blog is not dead~

~March holidays begin~

*~Probably the happiest day of my life yet~*

*Jap Students in the hoooouuussseeee!*

*~Changed My Blogskin~*

~I changed the song into a video~

~Changed song again~

~I changed the song (fickle-minded, I noe)~

~My NEW blog(Well, fine, blogskin)~

Fma Video!!!

Friday...Exams r over!!!

Hi!

~Probably the happiest day of my life yet~

Jap Students in the hoooouuussseeee!

~Changed My Blogskin~